scream.

2012-02-24T02:31:00.002-08:00

Okayy, so common test is coming, grade 8 piano exam is coming, and im dying. Ughhhh:(

Sometimes I wonder what things are going through your mind. Sometimes I just wanna scream and stamp my feet and break down in front of you- so you see I actually care. Sometimes I really, really want to know the truth, than hypocritical lies, and I'm not lying when I said that. Sometimes I wanna know who do you think you actually are.

Sometimes you just have to make yourself invisible, so no one will ever see you crumble and cry, especially when they're the cause of it.

This isn’t a perfect world, people get hurt. You smile when you feel like crying, you act like you’re okay when you’re falling apart, but you got to let go and move on…because there’s nothing else you can do.

2012-02-18T05:29:00.004-08:00

Like a cold, if only I can be sick for a few days
And like it's nothing, fill up that seat with another person
And start a different love - if only
I probably can't do that, I probably won't
I can't even forget so I'll live with the memories.
Grown man- FT Island.

NING UNGLAMM:)

I SCREAM YOU SCEAM GREEN TEA FLAVOUR!:D

Had CIP flag day today! It was pretty hilarious cause me and Yi Ning and Elisa were like laughing at each other haha. We went to jurong point then went to bugis cause got other nh people there. Some people very nice lor they stop and rummage for their wallet then some just look ar you and smile like wth la~ haha but we slacked off a lot cause we went bugis and went to walk walk haha shhhh it's a secret! Yi Ning was pulling my bag and dragging me all around haha then we started houding Elisa^^ haha laughing like crap all the way la. plus got a few kids pretty cute de can! They went I want donate! Then run over to give the money and we got then to finish our stickers muahahaha:D it was kinda fun but epic cause you see people just ignoring you while others try to make an effort. We live in a black and white world after all, where black is always more than white. And apparently I found out I'm small and puffy-.- hahahaha!

I'm an angel with a shotgun; fighting till the war's done. - Angel With A Shotgun, The Cab.

2012-02-12T05:32:00.000-08:00

"May hope begin from me,
May happiness come true for me.
Countless expectations becomes false hope,
and sharp reality blocks like dried wasteland.

When it is night with stars in the sky,
I will fall asleep wih the sky as my roof
Even if an old suit of armor and gypsy-like wandering,
My life will be awesome enough."

adapted from Don Quixote's Song-FT Island.

Ee Ting came over to my house today! It was pretty fun mugging together but she slacker! Haha we're both slackers but watching FT ISLAND'S MV together was totally awesome. Sadded that xin ting couldn't come cause she had CIP but we can all go out or go someone's house together after CT! ^^ Can't wait! It's been ages since we went out. Oh well.

But that person doesn't appear.

2012-02-10T03:10:00.000-08:00

YAYY PIG FACE

Today was awesome^^ In a way, i guess. I kinda shouted at the guys oops but they were bullying yufang! So being the kind-hearted me i shouted at them. Plus i like shouting:D

Before biology remedial was fun cause we were like taking about tattos and piercings! Was super funny and gross hahaha. Then we went around looking for a place to sit to study then we were running all around. Library no seat, then the uncle chased us away from the bench then we went to the guzheng room bench. Like running everywhere and laughing like crap cause yilin just walk and she have to write valentine's day card to chaoyu and arneh. LOL epic. Then we were singing and just crapping. But when we sang a thousnd years yilin and yufang are like crazy doing some move hahaha awesome!

It was really funny and EPIC:D Then Mr Li was late then we were singing outside the class and mr chia walk past us and gave the -.- face ^^

Love Hongki to bits. And it's just the emotion he has. I wish I could be like him more. Though I can never.

You will turn into a memory.

2011-12-10T21:26:00.000-08:00

UGHHH I didn't post for so longg hahaha. Just gonna put a short post ba.

"You know when you're driving really fast, and you glance out of the window, and it seems like you're flying past everything?"

"Yeah?"

"That's what it feels like, everyday. Except I'm those trees; the highway marker. I'm standing still, and life is rushing past me, 50 miles per hour, and in the wrong direction."

"Then close your eyes."

Sec 4, is basically a torture, save for crazy moments with my awesome friends^^

The wedding which was ages ago was kinda ok. Cause me and my sis and uncles nipped out to spare ourselves the mercy of "adult talk". And CIP was quite fun too:)

Fine dining was pretty boring and pointless, but camwhoring (Y) Night walk, singing non-stop for 2 hours then cursing for the next hour, but pretty fun and high. Cheer competition 1st place YAYY. ^^ sleeping for 3 hours then waking up the next morning shivering and half-dead. And oh, spamming pictures all the way.

CAMP HORIZON, 2012.

Some pictures here:)

FINE DININGG GROUP PHOTO!:D

"FARTING!!!!" ^^

Other then that, FT ISLAND'S PLAY CONCERT, SINGAPORE 15 JANUARY EXPO. There's nothing to say. Just plain awesome. AMAZING, BRILLANT, whatever. I was jumping like a caffeined monkey. Well, can you blame me? IT'S FT ISLAND. THE FT ISLAND. AND MY HONGKI. That was the best concert i ever went. EVER. I SWEAR.. ~~And it's really not because i'm infatuated with Lee Hong Ki, and FT Island.~~

You remain deeper than a scar in my heart.

2011-12-10T08:07:00.000-08:00

Am Finally back from Hokkaido, Japan! :) exhausted, but still Japan rocks ttm. Like suddenly everyone's speaking Japanese! Way cool. Food rocks, and so much beautiful snow and scenery. AWESOME . Imagine eating seafood and hotpot every other day. And snow drifting from the sky, coating everything in one white, shining blanket. Breathtaking, serious. Love it, enjoyed it, will miss it.

Oh and of course I made new friends. They're a strange assortment of people. One Primary 5 whom I played catching from the Chitose airport, to shopping malls and hotel lobbies, to Changi airport. And hand games. Someone whose idea of fun is similar to mine:) One weird guy, one year older. I kinda daoed him. Aww feel bad :( but he's a little strange, creepy, if you may. Two elderly women who apparently are my grandma's childhood neighbours. Strange how fate works sometimes. A couple of a doctor and a nurse who loves buying umbrellas. ( the nurse, I mean) GREAT :D an 18 year old with two brothers ( I think they're her bros) one who used to be an air steward in SQ ( oh em gee!!!!) WAY COOL.

Japan stuff is cool. I busted tons of yen on like stuff. Las minute shopping is desperate and exciting, not necessarily in a good way:). And their spa is awesome! Especially the outdoor onsen. It's like your head is cold but your body is way warm. Strange, but fun :)

Stuff I brought back. Boxes of Japan food, tons of soverneirs for my awesome buddies, a bump on my head and beautiful memories.

The best thing about pictures is that they never change, even when the people in them do.

2011-12-01T06:39:00.000-08:00

Some cultural pot pictures here! :D My awesome last performance in the UCC as a N.H choristers. *sigh*
But I'll cherish these memories I've created with Choir, sometimes which I resent, and am upset with, but nonetheless, one of my happy places where i do what I love.

IM TALL:D YAYY.

Eating some stuff my junior brought back with a bunch of crazy people behind trying to do a jump shot:)

Main Comm of 7 with our unglam pres.:)

Uh-oh impending disaster!

And disaster unleashes:D (Okay, I know I'm way dramatic. But still:)

My awesome besties who remembered to buy me flowers:D AWESOME.

OH EM GEE. Look who's wearing a skirt!!!

Anyway, CULTURAL POT ROCKS. AND ITS OVER D: i had some much fun during it! Camwhoring, screaming at my juniors, singing those old songs just for singing, highing, running around doing their makeup and hair, listening to them whine not so much blusher or hairspray. AWESOME. Love them so much:) And that deja vu Shuang Yu had OMG EPIC hahaha. And those flowers that my besties gave me! BRILLANT! Haha:D after the finale in those heels i traded for I almost collasped. My legs were like soft and gooey hahaha. But it was fun:)

I will totally miss performing with my cute but oh-so-annoying juniors.

You know, being a performer is one of the things I really enjoy. Imagine the stage. Curtains drawn, you're in place, butterflies running havoc in your stomach as you wait the excruciating few seconds till you shine. Then, lights glare at you from the ceiling and you take in a deep breath as applause greet you. You smile to your fellow performers, nervousness replaced by anticipation and excitement as you prepare to shine. And you do, for that tiny fraction of time compared to days and days of hard work.

All your life, you're only waiting for this moment to arise.-Blackbird by The Beatles.

2011-11-28T18:59:00.000-08:00

I've learnt a few things this holiday.

When you are dreading something, it turns out its not that bad. But when you don't expect it, it's like worse-.-

People enjoy happy endings.. But I'm sadistic so I figured that I like gory endings. But nooooo. I like happy endings. Ignoring the fact that I actually sniggered when random people died with blood spurting out in a drama i was watching (face it, blood cant spurt twenty feet away from the body). But before you think I'm totally amoral and sadistic, I teared when the ~~extremely cute~~ guy died before he could convey one last message to his love. ~~That doesnt include the fact that he is way cute and scary at the same time.~~ Plus he was fighting one bunch of soldiers while counting the number of steps to her even when he has arrows stuck in him. Amd that he was throwing out blood. All people like happy endings, right? And because life throws us many things that don't go parallel with our wishes, we probably wish see happy endings in the virtual world. That's in my opinion anyway.

Even when you try and try and try so damn hard, those who don't want to see what you can do, will never see the brilliance of what you will do.

Even when you want another chance to go back and change everything stupid you said or did, even wishing, wishing, wishing and wishing, you never get the chance to say or do what you really wanted to.

Even when you convince yourself that you don't really care, sometimes, during the most unexpected times, you slip and realize that you actually still care. Very much.

That everyone is beautiful, even the handicapped or disfigured because it only depends on how you see it.

She stood by as it fell apart, separate rooms and broken hearts. - Kiss Me Slowly by Parachute.

2011-11-07T08:07:00.000-08:00

SHITTT COMPLETELY NOT STUDYIN' FOR CHINESE Os. Fixated in glee. GREAT.

But the show is awesome! Finn's cool but I totally wish they could get to the finnchel part? Cause finn and quinn together is totally weird? Not to mention their name actually rhymes.

UGH. I HAVE TO STUDY! Not that I'd listen in tomorrow's horrendous 3-hour-chinese-torture, but still.

I'll try.

Well, maybe not my best, but i'd try.

Ugh, this is like some super eccentric cryptic message.

Without me, his world will go on turning.-On my own by Les Miserables.

2011-11-04T05:01:00.000-07:00

ANOTHER BORINGG DAY OF CHINESE. WTH wrote so much freaking compos today. 1english, 2 Chinese. Set out to torture us can those Chinese teachers. Haha me and Elisa were rubbing our eyes, the auditorium is damn freaking dusty!!! Hahaha then we discussed whether should pon Chinese on Tuesday to go watch In Time with bimbo they all. Haha it'll be fun! But chinese o coming alr D: pressure!! Note to self. MUST STUDYYY!!!!

Haish. Can time ever rewind. Such a rhetorical question. Of course not.

Don't do this to me.

Everyday I try to look my best, even though inside I'm such a mess. -Invisible by Skylar Grey.

2011-11-03T04:04:00.000-07:00

3 hours completely wasted on NOTHING la that teacher!!! We're tested in something not even useful in Os. Thanks a lot man dumbass teacher. Tomorrow write compo some more. GREAT. I wan pon!!!!

Had choir today. Tiring. Yu chang was pretty well done I guess But kishu's horrible. Plus chorography. AWESOME. (please notice the sarcasm)

Have to endure another 3 hours of Chinese tomorrow. EWWW. Prepare a coffin, I'll thank you for that.

But everyone sees, what I can't be.-Invisible by Skylar Grey.

2011-11-02T04:13:00.000-07:00

Yay went to tuition in train with xt todayyy:) we went to KFC again hahaha. I live a sad lifeD: nothing much really happened today except my brian got screwed by further trigonometry. ARGH. I swear that is to murder us. Oh yes, 303 has a slut for a Chinese teacher. Know what she did? She just tortured a guy mentally (okay, I'm being dramatic, but in my defense what she did is kinda horrible. Seriously.) how can she just show a compo, embarrassing one at that to the whole class and let them laugh at him? Worst look smug at laughing. It's like her entertainment and brought it to class to laugh at him wth. A slut and a bitch. Okayyy I have to go eat. That slut threw us a test probably cause she has nothing better to do. So I return to my torturous task.

Where the earth breaks apart, the solid earth below us is just an illusion, that it is slowly crumbling blow us.

2011-11-01T01:53:00.000-07:00

RAIN:
Droplets filtered through the rays of sunshine, bringing the world into greater vivacity. Like a child laughing until tears came, like a girl with a brave smile on her face even as silent tears stream down her face. Lightly tapping the world awake, the wispy rain swirled laughingly in the slight breeze as it disappeared in the crescendo of signifying the end of the prelude. Rain that pattered down the sidewalks. Clouding the world in a slanting sheets of grey, each raindrop danced through midair before settling itself on the rock hard asphalt, windows, umbrellas; dews drops clinging on a spider's web. A sudden flurry of activity as people pulled out umbrellas hurriedly, unwilling or unable to be caught in the rain. Bursts of colour juxtapose against a singular grey backdrop, white against black creating a strange mix of melachony and hopefulness. A woman hurried by, clutching her daughter's little pink hand and held a battered black umbrella unsteadily. The rain drummed louder,louder,louder, heavier and angrier until all that left on the streets was a young man sitting alone in a bus stop, contentedly just waiting, watching. Drenching the once-colourful world in white, it enclosed the world in it's protective embrace.

As suddenly as it started, the rain fell back to a quiet background music, and it was gone. Like a song in the night, like a handkerchief in the wind.

All was silent.

Breathe in the lingering smell of the gift from the angels and look at the world with its new glistening sidewalks,pavements, the windows that bears the last trace of rain. Look at the suddenly overwhelming brightness, colour, sounds.

Where is that rainbow, without the rain?

Everyday it will rain, rain, rain.

2011-10-26T03:00:00.000-07:00

Oh ho. Something's brewing under the peaceful surface! :DD EXCITING. Wonder how it'll turn out hmmm. UGH I sound like a sadist! D:
Yes, well, I’m polymerized tree sap and you’re an inorganic adhesive, so whatever verbal projectile you launch in my direction is reflected off of me, returns to its original trajectory and adheres to you. —- Dr. Sheldon Cooper

Don't you just love Sheldon Copper? WAYY COOL. Love his sarcasm as all big bang theory episodes do!:D
Went out with Xin Ting yesterdayy! It was pretty fun haha:D

We went to typo and found cool stuff to buy:D Then we went and walk around until my legs very pain. Ate MOS OMG it's like damnn expensive. I'm broke :/ Note to self: Must save more money!! Bought Zhi rui's present also: 3 notebooks from Typo! One from me, xt and et! Anyway, we went to cineleisure. And went to beadstreet. We bought earrings cause it's like cheap:D unlike those over priced stores! Must pity students can, our income comes from our parents. Haha I bought yellow button earrings, star and peace symbols! Xin Ting bought black button earrings and a green pair of pointy ones! HAHA reminds me of Abigail's "I'd bring a pointy reckoning it'll shudder you" :D

There's this place called Artease that we went.

It's pretty cool:D That's a teabag, btw. Cute right?!

There's a bartender that totally shocked xt when she asked what's summer blossom. HAHA FUNNY! :D But he's like cute, so he's referred as cute bartender from now on:D he looks like Xiang Yi! Maybe he's Xiang Yi's cute elder brother LOL. That'll be wayyy cool:D

Finally started work on Yi Ning's present! I think me and Elisa did quite a good job (I think) Elisa's such a perfectionist!

How can be upset over something I never had?

2011-10-23T23:46:00.000-07:00

Went out with my uncles yesterday to singapore national mueseum! It was pretty cool actually hahaha. The ceiling is kinda awesome:D then we chat and everything and did really stupid stuff. And we ate junk food. Which was like when we were young. Ah, the nostalgia.

Ate lunch with joey today. EPIC MAN. But is good to see her again. Lots to talk about too. Haha, wished we can meet more often D: It'll be great.

It's strange that 'm repelling guys automatically now. Like even my good friend who is a guy asked me out i'm like eww. SIAN BIG-TIME. And i usually get even more sarcastic and cynical when they're near me. Defence mechanism or something haha. I guess i'm completely different from the scandalous teh mun yee in sec 1 haha. I can't decide whether it's a good thing or bad thing. Haha.

You might think I'm happy, but I'm not gonna be okay-Simple Plan

2011-10-20T01:41:00.000-07:00

MY RESULTS SUCK.

Okay, not exactly really suck de suck, but it still sucks. EWW. Pathetic. One B3, B4s all around, one C6 and one D7. I should probably bang my head against the wall or something.

Better still, send myself to an asylum.

Because I just never ever "good enough". Like 2 marks away from distinction, A2 whatever. IT'S SO FREAKING ANNOYING. After trying and trying my best, I just can't be good enough. It's just like that isn't it? Life keeps shooting you down and one day when you are just so freaking sick, tired, battered, trampled upon- then you just forget it.

Anyway, I finally got to packing my super messy room so that it's once again fit for human habitation. And it was fun playing zhong zi mi ma with my chums. EPIC.

And i'm having extra math classes. With my kinda-cute-but-maybe-not science teacher. This is strange.

Can't wait to go out with my beloved friends once again.

“You say that you love rain, but you open your umbrella when it rains. You say that you love the sun, but you find a shadow spot when the sun shines. You say that you love the wind, but you close your windows when wind blows. This is why I am afraid… you say that you love me too…”-William Shakespeare.

Jack-of-all-trades, master of none.

2011-10-16T20:45:00.000-07:00

YES FINALLY EXAMS ARE OVER!!!

Went to eat at KFC with xin ting, then we went to the library. With tons of books:D awesome! I got some pretty good books like Dead Beautiful and A Kiss in Time.

Dead Beautiful is morbid. But cool. Well, for me:) It's about undeads in a school. WAY AWESOME RIGHT! I'm like so obsessed with death LOL i'm way weird, i say so myself:D

A Kiss in Time is modern sleeping beauty. Which i liked more than the original. Oh and the author wrote Beastly too.

Yesterday my uncle went out with us. And we cycled to near changi at east coast! FUN! :D haha then we went to play pool (I sucked) and went to karaoke. For 1 hour. Miserable amount of time, I know. HAHA. Went to the LIBRARY AGAIN! And i found several promising books. God, I love reading ttm:)

Ugh I such a geek. But reading rocks anyway:D

I lost you like a somg in the night.

2011-10-12T00:27:00.000-07:00

Read the most awesome poem ever. Way cool. :D

A winter's day
In a deep and dark December;
I am alone,
Gazing from my window to the streets below
On a freshly fallen silent shroud of snow.
I am a rock,I am an island.

I've built walls,
A fortress deep and mighty,
That none may penetrate.
I have no need of friendship;
Friendship causes pain.
It's laughter and it's loving I disdain.
I am a rock,I am an island.

Don't talk of love,
Well I've heard the word before;
It's sleeping in my memory.
I won't disturb the slumber
Of feelings that have died.
If I never loved I never would have cried.
I am a rock,I am an island.

I have my books
And my poetry to protect me;
I am shielded in my armor,
Hiding in my room,
Safe within my womb.
I touch no one and no one touches me.
I am a rock,I am an island.

And a rock feels no pain;
And an island never cries.

It's sad. And cool. Relate to it? Maybe. IDK. It's just cool.

Other than that,

I STILL GOT 2 PAPERS. GREAT. HIGH PERCENTAGE OF FAILING. GROAN.

If I never loved, I never would have cried.

2011-10-10T22:09:00.000-07:00

History is a disaster. Completely missed a point. Thanks a lot, brain.

It was raining in the morning. With thunder. Awesome.

But not enough for me to stop wallowing in self-pity. Omg, i'm pathetic.

Wish it'll rain now.

I liked the thick sheet of water-it made a wall between me and the rest of the world. It closed me in, let me be alone.-Edward, Midnight Sun.

2011-10-10T01:54:00.000-07:00

It's over.

Argh. My biology-!!!!! Eww horrendous over and over. Horrible, really. Ugh. Elect history tomorrow great D: PRESSURE!!!

Haha okay, i'm not gonna die anyway.

Just wish it can be over soon. Hopefully.

Dance right through the pain.

2011-10-04T01:30:00.000-07:00

OMG EOY IS GONNA START IN LIKE 2 DAYS!

ULTIMATE FREAK OUT.

Anyway, just came back from "going home" with et hahaha. We went to buy KOI, then went to popular, then to 7-eleven to eat instant noodles then big gulp, then finally we went home. Crazy stuff haha. And we talked a lot too. :D

Was just being mean and sarcastic to guys and Elisa was asking me to shut up. Must be completely annoying her, or freaking her out HAHAHA.

As usual, it's raining today, bucketing down. It's beautiful. My kinda day. Gloomy, cold, windy and still awesomely, heartbreakingly, devastatingly beautiful.

I just wanna feel something I don't understand.

2011-09-29T09:10:00.000-07:00

I'm tired. Had a crazy math remedial with my good friends in 303, HIGHilarious! Poor Elisa got jiaoed like dunno what and that bimbo is still as bimbotic as ever, so yea. We were really noisy though hahaha.

Had math then, tiring. hahas. It's late, so i'm going to sleep! :D

Imma be a soldier.

2011-09-28T06:26:00.001-07:00

A slave. THat's what I'm in choir. Fine, how I feel I'm in choir. FOR GOD'S SAKE IT'S NOT MY JOB TO SEARCH FOR ALL PAPERWORK STUFF YOU KNOW?! Seriously!!!!! Get someone else to do it. I'M SICK OF IT I DON'T CARE I WANT OUT GOD DAMN IT!

You know thank you very much doesn't exactly have a freaking use when someone realises that she's the one doing all the work and you're getting all the credit? Oh yes what a moron am I I should have just said NOO but NOOO I couldn't.

Nothing is working. That happens when you're kinda in charge, but you're not after all.

I should have just join band or something. Oh, even NP. Cause I'm just so sick and freaking tired of this of everything. I want out, I don't wanna care, I just wanna murder someone. Don't think I wouldn't, cause I would.

Watch me.

Fools who wear their hearts proudly on their sleeves, who cannot control their emotions, who wallow in sad memories and allow themselves to be provoked so easily-weak people, in other words.-Severus Snape, in the Order of Phoenix.

Drop dead.

2011-09-23T02:14:00.000-07:00

AS LONG AS I DON'T LOSE ANYTHING PRECIOUS TO ME.

Havent been posting cause of my ultimate hectic life, ya. Im offically 15 har dee ha, grown another year. The celebration with xt, et and my sister was quite fun haha and we did crazy stuff. The art museum was not bad, pretty interesting.

EOY started and I needa mug, cause I wanna go Italy with the choir next year. Thanks to the brillant idea my mum thought of. Oh yes, I am also going crazy over my awesome piano, love it. Stupid person came down to complain though, someone who doesn't know music. So annoying.

One question haunts and hurts, too much, too much to mention.

2011-08-28T22:09:00.000-07:00

Tegami Bachi (Y) SO NICCEEE!!!! AND SAAAADD OMG BUT SO CUTE!!!!!! :D

“In all things…the heart must take precedence. The heart rules over all things….And all things come from the heart.”

Anime rocks ttm <3

Going bugis later hahahahaha~

Even though you're this close, I can never understand you.

2011-08-28T00:20:00.001-07:00

I'm truly grateful by the oh-so-spontaneous replies, even though I know it's a superhuman feat to reply, yes.

I'm gonna be 15 in a few days, and I don't think I'm getting any closer to be self-actualised. Sad thing really, I thought I'd be more mature or something, but nooo. Maybe it's gotta do with my height huh. And remember to stop being so sarcastic and annoying people. Or something on that lines. Cause i'm pretty sure i can't abstain from being sarcastic.

Oh well, i'd just do my best.

Turning and turning in the widening gyre,
The falcon cannot hear the falconer.
Thing fall apart, the centre cannot hold.
Mere anarchy is loosed upon the world.

There is no curtain call.

2011-08-26T03:48:00.001-07:00

Accept the things that I cannot change.
And pray for the courage to change things that I can,
as well as the wisdom to know the difference.

But what if I'm not strong enough?

2011-08-21T00:05:00.000-07:00

YES FINALLY COMMON TEST ON OVVEEERRR :DD

Crucible seminar was fun! And i guess we did not bad. And have to thank wan han for the amazing swensens meal! :D

"Poor folks like us..." HAHA epic man when we went to celebrate:)) We were making on hell of a noise. Andd wey yeh and Arne was so funny LOL. Laughed like dunno what heheheheh:D

I wanna go again <3

Tell me the secrets of tears.

2011-08-19T08:55:00.000-07:00

TODAY RAWKS. SO MUCH FUN AN LAUGHTER! Okayyy I know I'm high! But still was very fun! I wanna go out with Elisa and Yi Ning and Claudia and Yu Fang and Deborah again~~ Funny like dunno what, it's a miracle I didn't choke on my food! :D

What exactly am I to you?

The Crucible Seminar preparation was also pretty fun! I was so hunger I got extremely high, then deflated cause no energy:D Hope we wouldn't screw up tomorrow!

After not picking up the courage to apologise, well, things fall apart.

Heart Kaze no Stigma now! :D A beautiful story. Wind is good:)

Protect with all of your heart; the things that would not, and should not be taken away again.

2011-08-16T00:24:00.000-07:00

Yea one presntation OVER!! :D think i did ok haha:)) It was fun too:D

IM. SUCH. AN. IDIOT.

JIA YOUS FOR MY COMMON TEST! <3 :DD

Went home with Xin ting and Ee ting, ahah poor ee ting got jiaoed like dunno what. Hope she doesn't explode heheheh! :D

Who am I kidding?

Okay , gotta go mug! ):

What am I wishing for?

2011-08-08T08:04:00.000-07:00
ARGH SO EXHAUSTED.

National Day Celebration today, perform pretty well I guess, had fun! :D We were like damn enthu~~ So it's good! Love you lots choir! :DD

Met up with Joey for lunch k I SWEAR THAT WOMAN IS TOO BUSY LA. But it was nice to bug her:D

Had to go home to do assembly programme okayyy I wanna DIE LE. But it'll be FUN! Presenting I mean :)) If people understand, that is.

Ransom my heart is awesome:)

I'M PRETTY SURE I STILL WANNA MURDER SOMEONE THOUGH. SERIOUSLY.

Every angel is terrifying.

2011-08-06T03:22:00.000-07:00
Woots 2 presentations, 1 performance and 1 common test.

I LOVE MY LIFE TILL I COULD DIE SERIOUSLY.

Oh yes, and a completely amazing teacher just had to make it better by annoying the hell out of me with her unreasonable logic. i mean, how the hell did she become a teacher anyway???

Plus with an absent-minded insult.

Zzz. Sometimes, it's really funny how what you're saying nonchantly is completely opposite the voice that is spewing vulgarities in your head. YES IT'S FUNNY.

Because I'm an extremely mean and petty person.

Also because I don't know how to forget.

The lingering bitter aftertaste of sweet sweet coffee.

2011-08-01T02:36:00.001-07:00
Went out with Meiling on Sunday, had great fun! Haha we spammed the neoprints:) Wish she'll come every month lor! Spammed taking pictures too! :D

And yeah, back to school. God, I'm so sarcastic I think everyone's getting annoyed heheheh. But sarcasm is sooo fun right! Adore it, but when people give you de wth look it's like wth. LOLOLOL.

So sian nowadays. OH YA I GOT BAD HAIR. UGH. ><
I HAVE TO

HOPEFULLY.

Funny how pain can make a fierce creature gentle and a gentle creature fierce.

2011-07-26T05:30:00.000-07:00

Omg, suddenly, I wanna be a vampire. It's just so cool! And yes zero is just so cute! He and yuuki should be together hahahahah! Totally melted at the part where she drank his blood!!! :D oops, enough of the crazy otaku rant:)

And isn't Meiling total goth way cool! :DD

Today's lit test was fine, wrote until my hand could break, hopefully, i'll score well >< Oh ya, and there is this extremely screwed up person in my class who doesnt see he's he screwed one-well none of my business. Choir was not bad, got my jacket! Haha looks pretty nice :)) So, that's the end of my boring rant.

Because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.

2011-07-24T08:23:00.000-07:00
As the torrent of tests keep us reeling, let's hope I can keep my head above water. OMG, Meiling just came!!! :DD so HAPPY! Haha chatted a ot about stuff, it's great to see her again, she like stepped out of a gothic fantasy world thing haha. Going shopping with her on Sunday! :D Can't wait yup, for this horrible, test filled week to end, and to go shopping! :D heheh.

With these unwavering wings,
I search for your footprints,
In dreams, in love, in hearts,
Leaving behind eternal light.

Let it rip.

2011-07-15T07:10:00.000-07:00
Tomorrow is another hectic day of tuition, still got choir stuff to do, then a concert! :DD HAHAS. I'm exhausted. A lot of stuff to get done over the weekend, haish.

Because i'm alive.

Argh, why workload so much! Still have to worry about choir stuff too! Sian~

One more disaster I can add to my generous supply.

Jia yous to me! Oh yes, went home with WeiQian and Zhou Wai, not fair de they can gang up jiao me. LOLOL. Epic XP

Live. Even if it's painful, live!

2011-07-11T06:51:00.000-07:00
Cross today was fun! :D

1.5 km warm-up, then other body warm-up:) then had a relay thing when you start in different position, then circuit, PT then one round. Tiring can! BUT HAHA IT'S FUN:D Dog and Bone as the last game,damn fun and epic can! Like 4-2X3 then everyone stun LOL. Epic! But was really fun though! Loved it:))

Oh. And people, I DID CUT MY HAIR OKAY! Don't gimme de" You cut your hair!" thing! Or "Why did you cut your hair!" Like duh. I have an invisibilty cloak and tied it around my hair. Everyone was like gawking at me WTH la. Oh well, I guess it'll die down after today (hopefuly) OMG still got stuff to do. Ugh, I wanna sleep:/

Adore this song, don't we all feel a little like that sometimes?

"I'm Not That Girl" Lyrics from the Broadway Musical Wicked

ELPHABA
Hands touch, eyes meet
Sudden silence, sudden heat
Hearts leap in a giddy whirl
He could be that boy
But I'm not that girl

Don't dream too far
Don't lose sight of who you are
Don't remember that rush of joy
He could be that boy
I'm not that girl

Ev'ry so often we long to steal
To the land of what-might-have-been
But that doesn't soften the ache we feel
When reality sets back in

Blithe smile, lithe limb
She who's winsome, she wins him
Gold hair with a gentle curl
That's the girl he chose
And Heaven knows
I'm not that girl

Don't wish, don't start
Wishing only wounds the heart
I wasn't born for the rose and the pearl
There's a girl I know
He loves her so
I'm not that girl.

Don't remember that rush of joy.

2011-07-09T17:26:00.000-07:00

OMG love City Hunter! Lee Min Ho is like totally hot in the show! So cute! :D It's amazing and awesome seriously! :D My heart completely melted everytime when there was a cute scene or something! OMG!!!:D CAN'T WAIT FOR EPISODE 15! :))

“This is the place in my heart. This is the place where I’m falling apart. Isn’t this just where we met? Is this the last chance that I’ll ever get? I wish I was lonely, instead of just only crystal and see-through and not enough to you.”
- Kim Young Joo and Lee Yoon Sung || City Hunter

2011-07-09T04:20:00.000-07:00
OOPS Just totally forgot to post the one on UK hehe. OMG had cross-country on wednesday. tiring like shit, after that my leg cramp pain like shit:) Hahas. But it was fun:DD After running, went for a game of captain's ball. At first we had girls on my team. then suddenly random GUYS joined in and I'm like the only girl And they said " Omg there's only one girl in my team." Like WTH but it was damn damn funny:D And fun too. But it was torture for running and the physical training thing, hahas.

Like I gained more great friends in class! thanks to the UK trip! We have so much fun together!:D hahas and i'm like sitting near them! <3 Omg, it's like I totally adore my class now:D

BUT OH, I GOT SERIOUSLY PISSED OFF AT SOME PPL. SERIOUSLY. WTH. I'M INVISIBLE! COMPLETELY AND TOTALLY INVISIBLE! I'M TRANSPARENT! OH AND I DON'T HAVE A VOICE EITHER! SO YOU MEAN I SHOULDN'T EVEN TRY TO TELL YOU WHAT I THINK? NO OF COURSE NOT! YOU GUYS ARE SO GREAT THAT YOU DON'T NEED ME. FINE! I SEE WHAT YOU CAN DO ABOUT THAT.

Because, i don't care anymore. You can do whatever you guys want. I'll keep my mouth shut, happy?

You wouldn't change my mind. Not now, not ever.

2011-06-13T02:00:00.000-07:00
OMG, i think i am completely completely addicted to to ao no exorcist, i can't think of any anime guy as cute as rin! AHHH! Okay, anyway, i haven't been blogging cause I've been to UK WHICH IS AMAZING AND AWESOME AND FABULOUS AND FANTASTIC! Like

Lake District: Idyllic little lake and beautiful scenery where me Yilin, Yi Ning, Claudia spammed pictures. Youth hostel was scary, and i bathed with Yi Ning. But it was really beautiful. Nothing like Singapore.Mount was really fun cause yours truly and her friends highed a lot and laughed a lot until we got late.
Pendle: To William Wordsworth's first residence, Dove Cottage, cosier than Rydal Mount in my opinion.Long drive to Pendle, my butt wanted to rot off but our guide was amazing.He had this really really unique and warm voice with a nice British accent. But the ghost stories he told was scary, shudder.Especaily one was about the place where we ate. Story of the Pendle witches had similarities to the crucible too, damn cool. Other than that, the Pendle Hill is just very normal.
Haworth: Bronte sisters, nothing much actually, but the streets as usual. vintage and quaint little town. The shop Rose and Co. Apothcary sold trinkets and sweets, and of course being a sweet tooth, it's awesome:)
St Benedict's Catholic School: People there are actually same age as us? They are so much more mature. Makeup and all and they actually have to move to their own classrooms. Amazing.
Stratford-Upon-Avon: William Shakespeare's Birth and Resting place-down the cobblestome paths. Scenic no surprise and Shakespeare gift shop where I bought like tons of stuff:/ my wallet bleed, but hey, once in a lifetime experience, ya? Nice toknow more about the Bard though:) he got his wife pregnant at the age of 18 and had to marry her lol.
Oxford: Had some amazing race thing talked to one bunch of strangers and listen to Arne crap. Funny can! Went to buy my awesome purple Oxford sweatshirt. Love it:)Went to see Einstein's board, really tiny can! Did a curve for my group. Got pissed by biasness of some teachers. But whatever! It was fun. Trinity college is really beautiful:)
London: THERE FOR 3 DAYS AMAZING LIKE DUNNO WHAT!!!! After we arrived at the first day, we slacked at the hotel and duh, we highed like shit:) Set out for food (pizza cause nandos was closed for some event) then went to watch Much Ado About Nothing in the famous Globe Theatre! SO HILARIOUS! LOVED BEATRICE AND BENEDICK THEIR RELATIONSHIP IS COOL! Good play! :) HAHA then we ran back to the hotel in the night. Next morning went for a studio workshop, loved it, adored it, cause it was fun and interesting and enriching-i'm not even starting to exaggarate. the instructor was fun:) WATCHED THE MOST INCREDIBLE PLAY, WICKED OMG OMG OMG. LOVE IT TTM MAN! SO BEAUTIFUL! NOTE-PERFECT! AHHHH!!! I WANNA WATCH IT AGAIN! :DD Next day went for wicked workshop, nothing much, seriously. Had some dumb lunch, ex like shit-.- next day went for crazy sale shopping rushed like mad, spend all my money and the things were nice too. Headed to airport unwillingly an flew back to Singapore.

What I learned: I adore and love UK. It's amazing. Awesome. Wanna go again. Made great friends, had great fun, totally enjoyed myself. I'll never regret going there, and would wanna go there again. I wanna go back there and high and laugh and have fun. And these are memories I will totally and completely treasure.

No matter what I do, it’ll probably forever remain a pipe dream that will never come true, but no one can douse the burning fire in my heart.

2011-06-02T01:03:00.000-07:00
OH HOHOHOHO! :D GOING TO UK TODAY ABOUT 4 HOURS LATER WOOTTS CANT WAIT! :DD

A butterfly in a spiderweb.

2011-05-29T07:11:00.000-07:00
Haven't been posting for a while, so please wake up blog! :D

So MID YEARS ARE OVER AND IT'S LIKE TIME FOR HOLIDAYS!!! Except that, there are still tons of work, and stuff to do. But Im going to uk so, HAHAS! I'll worry about that when i come home:)

Im really really excited you know, and today I went out shopping for the trip. Got myself new Rubi slippers and CONVERSE SHOES so HAPPY:D and I got like new shirts and a new track pants cause of Espirit sale. Got a great haul today! :D I LOVE BUYING STUFF.

HEHE. Okay, and the thing about my sister's celebration. I FINALLY GOT ET AND XT AND MY SIS WET! WAS DAMN EPIC FUN. hahas. Then we went to Vivo where we shopped and walked and walked and talked and look at stuff until my legs were killing me. Bought black and pink nail polish, xt got a light green one.

Got myself and my sister a hairband and scrunchies. We 4 got same keychains too!

this really cute wooden smiley face thing HAHAS. IT WAS FUN! And my sister's phone got drenched in some meat sauce. UGH. Oh ya,lunch was nice too:D

AND IM LIKE LEARNING GUITAR IN TERM 3!!!
But I have to pay for my own guitar after a 50 buck subsidy for my mum. I'm going broke after buying 2 new books. HAISH. Guess I really have to save up now.

RIN OKUMURA IS SO CUTE!!! But then again, he's like fake-.- That the otaku fan for you, I guess, HAHAS.

That you're a very, very terrifying monster.

2011-05-10T05:23:00.000-07:00
Dream of the impossible, and desire things that you can never have.

ARGH. NOT HELPING! Still got chemistry, lit and a math, god let it be over soon :/

If our encounter is a beautiful mistake.

2011-05-08T20:39:00.000-07:00
Memories are funny in the way that the more you want to forget them, they come back to you, clearer than ever. But when you want to remember something, the memory becomes blurred, and vague.

Holding hands or letting go.

2011-05-07T00:19:00.001-07:00

I just realised I like being patted on the head:D

Imma happy person.

4 tests down, 5 more to go! Yeah jia yous to me:)

Not every Cinderella can find the glass shoe that belongs to them.

2011-05-05T01:09:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna have mushrooms on my head .____. thanks to exams.

Paying tribute to my awesome seniors 2 weeks later! :D

Smile proudly, even if you fall.

2011-05-01T21:40:00.000-07:00

Okay WTS now choir has this really weird IDK why internal conflict. Well, I'm not gonna poke my nose into it and get into hot soup. but ya. I kinda understand why they feel this way. But whatever they have chosen, we don't have the right to correct them. Only time will tell, right?

Anyway, learnt about this poem in lit class. Thought it was kinda cool, but that woman is desparate. Why the hell should she be upset over a freaking jerk so much?

Time does not bring relief by Edna St. Vincent Millay

Time does not bring relief; you all have lied
Who told me time would ease me of my pain!
I miss him in the weeping of the rain;
I want him at the shrinking of the tide;
The old snows melt from every mountain-side,
And last year's leaves are smoke in every lane;
But last year's bitter loving must remain
Heaped on my heart, and my old thoughts abide!
There are a hundred places where I fear
To go,--so with his memory they brim!
And entering with relief some quiet place
Where never fell his foot or shone his face
I say, "There is no memory of him here!"
And so stand stricken, so remembering him!

Well, it's dumb to be so heartbroken over a jerk, but I must admit, I do like it.

Oh oh must blog about et's birthday which was EPIC but FUN OKAY!!! Wanted to sing k but damn ex so we went to starbucks played truth or dare, some ppl quite can de lol:D yoel took forever just to choose 2 shirts! Me and et bought abbey road shirt, it's nice :D heheh. Me and xt wore romper et in this really cute dress, kwan yi was in thing career woman gear, jun jie jeans and yoel in long pants and shirt+ some jacket, which was pretty nice:) Pizza hut rocked ttm too:D

Speech day is over, though it was kinda upsetting la, last performance for the sec 4s. Omg, im so gonna miss them:/

This is gonna be the longest post for a while:D so, have fun. :)

I miss him in the weeping of the rain.

2011-05-01T06:49:00.000-07:00
TORRENT OF EXAMS ARE COMING, SO YEAH.

HAHAS. Anyway i'm in the choir's main comm!!! :D Happy~ thanks for letting me in! :D

Sad, next week sec 4's offical ord:/

Im gonna mug!

It's not I who lost you, but you who lost me.

2011-04-26T04:35:00.000-07:00
Because we were stupid.

Because we weren't and aren't brave.

Because time can't rewind.

Because mistakes can't be erased.

Because I can't.

Rise and rise again, until lambs become lions.-Robin Hood.

2011-04-24T08:43:00.001-07:00
ARGH. The mid years are coming. Absolutely love them. Ooh, not to mention some Speech Day thing and an essay to write. I love my life, man.

I'm cranky:/ whatever.

It'd be amusing to see your face distort in pain.

2011-04-23T07:13:00.000-07:00
ALL GUYS IN SCHOOL ARE JERKS.

You men are horrible. All you ever do is cheat and mess around... I don't believe this, ALL OF YOU CAN JUST DIE. -Maka Albarn

2011-04-19T06:03:00.000-07:00
WOOTS. Im going back to my original class!!!!!! SO HAPPY!!! :D finally can get out of that retarded, siao over work class. Seriously. IM SO HAPPYYY. HEHEH. Although i feel kinda guilty, cause they didn't transfer me out because of my standard, but because i kinda pissed the teacher off:)BUT WHATEVER! :D

Damn, still need to mug. UGH:/

Get a grip, dumbass.

You know what? Sometimes I really really hate your guts.

2011-04-19T04:00:00.000-07:00
Today we had celebration for choir getting GWH!!!!! PIZZZZAAAAA!!!!! And fried food day!!!!!!!! AMAZING RIGHT!!! HAHAS. Okay, imma weirdo, so i hanged out with the sec 2s instead of my batch. Well, my batch is like detached, but bonded, so whatever:D HEHE. Hyper like NUTS K. Sang songs then laughed at melodramatic wei qian talking to her lover aka the swinging thing at the fitness conrner. I have spastic juniors:D went to clementi mall to drink starbucks with wei qian and si min. The promotion over so i can't drink :( Sadded. But I koped theirs! its nice:) We kinda talked and talked so ya, it was fun:D I guess imma werid sec 3 who is closer to her juniors. Hmmm.

Had a workshop yesterday and JACOB SAM-LA ROSE came. Was just awesome you know with the words and all. Imma lit person at heart ba:D

Found this poem online. It's kinda emo, but oh well:D

Rag doll by unknown

A tentative step
into a new environment,
she was blinded
by the sudden brightness,
unsure, uncertain.

someone found her,
picked her up,
cuddled her.
she believed
it will last.
but as years go by,
she was tattered, torn
left on the shelf
unwanted, unloved.

I'm a moron, so I believed.

2011-04-15T05:04:00.000-07:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG. CHOIR GOT GOLD WITH HONORS! IN YOUR FACE WHOEVER LAUGHED AT US AND THOUGHT WE WERE NOOB!!! IN YOUR FACE MS YEO!!! TURNS OUT DANCE ISN'T THE ONLY CCA THAT COULD GET GOLD!!! CHOIR IS AMAZING WHEN WE DO YOUR BEST!!! OMG WE ARE JUST SO AWESOME!! GWH GWH GWH!!!!!! :D IM HYPERVENTILATING, OVER THE MOON. LOVE CHOIR!! KNEW THIS DAY WILL COME. THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH MAN!! MY LAST SYF IS THE BEST BEST BEST SYF EVER!!!!! LOVE CHOIR TO BITS!!!!!!!!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!

THE NH CHOIRSTERS ARE THE STARS. WE SHINE. :D

Had and have no regrets:)

2011-04-09T01:04:00.000-07:00
Went to starbucks with zhi rui and xin ting yesterday! hahas. :D PICTURES HERE!! STARBUCKS ROCK TTM:)

Choir practice today FULL DRESS AND MAKE UP. KILLED ME. LIKE WTH MAKE UP SUCKS LOR. But it was pretty fun. Lim Hui was damn cute!!! Cause we went to feel her face than everyone was like molesting her. Seriously damn epic la! HAHAS. ANIME SOUL EATER ROCKS TTM!!! DAMN CUTE LOR! I go watch le sayonara:D

Shit still got 3 tests next week, kill me.

Hold on to the end.

2011-04-06T07:18:00.000-07:00

ARGH. EXHUASTED LIKE SHIT. CAN DIE DE LOR! STILL GOT STUPID CHEM TEST. ARGH ARGH. AND CHOIR. I WANT SIAO ALREADY LA. IT'S HANGING BY A THREAD. OMG I'M OVER DRAMATISING EVEYTHING WHATEVER I'M GONNA RANT. OR STOP. OH WHATEVER. POINT IS, I. AM. FREAKING SLEEPY. BUT I CANT SLEEP. Oh, the agony.

Maybe i'll be catching macbeth! HAHA. But now, SLEEP.

Look away.

2011-04-04T02:29:00.000-07:00
E-learning day was a diaster. Seriously! STUPID ARGH. Tired-.- Still got commonwealth essay to do, haish.

Just finished watching 談情說案. It's pretty cool how they crack the cases! Like suddenly physics is s-o cool. AND THAT GUY CONFESSED IN SUCH A SCIENTIFIC MATTER ITS CUTE! AND THE LAST PART!!! AHHHH!!! HAHAS. But the ending was abrupt. But itsa happy ending. So it's ok:D

Tomorrow need go school again:/ I dont want:( HAIX.

Take away my will.

2011-03-29T05:08:00.000-07:00
Ooh yes, i got a IDK-HOW-LONG TALK AGAIN. WTS. Shan't rant. Cause, well, i'll feel guilty later. So ya:D

Choir's audition wasn't really an audition. but should be can cause ms yin said 80-90% can go. Hope im one of them. Fingers crossed. HAHAS. Went home with wei qian and xin ting and ee ting. AND WEI QIAN CAN GANG UP WITH ANYONE SHE MET 5 SEONDS AGO TO TEASE ME. Am i really so teasable? HAHAS. They emo only i hyper. WERID. But yea, it was pleasant. But stuffing an entire piece of pear in my mouth? Not really. Wanted to puke. HEH. But i zai can 2 lit devices in 15 mins! :D ANAPHORA AND I FORGOT. WHATEVER:D

The song butterflies in NICE! LOVE IT:D You gimme butterflies deep inside, you gimme butterflies, I don't know how to run, run, run from you, boy you gimme butterflies. SO CUTE RIGHT!! :D

There is beauty in the broken, only harder to find.

2011-03-26T22:58:00.000-07:00
heh heh heh. Xin ting came to my house to edit stuff. Time passed pretty fast. like suddenly, it 1.30 O.o

The editting was pretty fun actually! AHAHAHA. She loves her new addition to her wallet:D LOVES IT.

Okay, so here's some of our amazing work:D

Bye for now.

Don't look back; leave your regrets in the pouring rain.

2011-03-25T21:13:00.000-07:00
I got scolded, I MEAN, LECTURED, on my math results. Like WTF. You ppl only like to make assumptions and act like i absolutely love to fail. Like seriously. WTF. You ppl want to discuss stuff with me, but in the end, your already made up your mind already, so what's the point of even asking for my opinion? WTH LA. When i don't make replies, your say I don't care. When i do, you guys say I'm not respecting you and ground me. What the f do you want me to do?

FML. FML. FML.

Damn the world.

Happy things, sad things.

2011-03-22T05:48:00.000-07:00

UGH. Leg cramp:( from running 2.4. SUCK EH. Still had meet the people session. Wasn't as bad as I thought. But we go there listen only o.o and i realised people aren't what they look. Seriously. That's scary.

Choir today was completely EMO. Like real. bad. I'm really feeling bad too. It's the chain reaction. UGH.

Is it wrong to feel jealous? Wrong to feel left out, disconnected to this freaking world? Wrong to be upset and tired? Wrong to stumble again and again and trying to stand up but it isn't working? Yes, i'm still a student, still young. But i'm human too. I'M HUMAN TOO.

Today, during lit, there was this prose with a poem inside. It went:

Nothing lovely's been happening in my life.
I haven't seen a flower since Mother's Day
An the sun don't even shine on my side of the street.
No robins come sing on my window sill
Just the rain comes, and the bills come,
And the men to move out our funiture.
I'm sorry, but i can't write no pretty poem.

It's beautiful right? Besides the english and all.
OOH. I just came out with an idea. Write the happy things that happen to me everytime I blog on the day. HMMM.

Coraline is such a nice book. The part where Coraline said Im must be brave. No she thought, I am brave

Today's happy thing(s): Not bad marks for lit.

Fairy tales are true, not only because they tell us dragons exist, but that dragons can be beaten too.-G.K Cherston

2011-03-20T06:40:00.000-07:00

Im so taking a break from those depressing stuff. Euthanasia. HOW CAN THEY BE SO EVIL?! LIFE IS LIFE OKAY.

Fine, i guess i'm blogging cause I'm lazy. And my brain especially DISLIKES concentraing on depressing stuff. Talk about torture. Wouldn't it rain again?? Rain rain come again:D

When you get hurt, others get hurt inside.

2011-03-20T05:18:00.000-07:00
The sun has come out at last and a rainbow shone:D

Well, I guess i might have been acting like a bit of an idiot. But it's fine now, I think:D AND OMG I HAVE SLANTED BANGS! :D HAHAS. Tomorrow have meet the people session, so sian. I DUN WANNA GO :(

So math trail pics here! :D

It's a fact.

Group 6!:D

STARBUCKS CARAMEL FRAPPUCINO FTW!!!! :D

And so the sec 3 choristers meet again:)

If you're scared, just close your eyes.

2011-03-18T23:03:00.000-07:00
GOD. I had enough. Seriously. Isn't it freaking obvious? Just stop it. Really. Seriously.

Crash and burn.

2011-03-18T22:54:00.000-07:00
Choir exchange was pretty fun today! :D HAHA. I loved the nan chiau second song, the soft rain in the night. It was beautiful:D HAHAS. Highed on the bus. Epic.

Oh god. I don't wanna lose anything again. I can't. I just can't. It's like everything precious to me is fading. Like everything is falling apart. I can't get my hopes up, cause every hello ends with a goodbye.

Still tons of homework. DIE. Cutting my hair later:)

The higher you go, the harder you crash.

2011-03-17T00:55:00.000-07:00
Choir wasn't too bad today:D in the front was pretty screwed, but it turned out well, didn't it? :D

You said it was falling apart. DID I DO ANYTHING, ANYTHING TO MAKE IT THAT WAY? DO I WANT IT THAT WAY? Fine, maybe I changed. But didn't you? Didn't I try to fix it? BUT NO. Who was the one that always emoed? Whatever. I can't care less. Nobody cares anyway. Lies.

You are the one without fault. Always. You only know how to make assumptions. But remember. People's eyes are always looking out.

Something else amuses me. Everyone's impression of cutting is just OMG it's bad. But do they think why some people do it? When the skin can't takes pressure, it breaks. When the heart can't, you cry. But tears come to no use. Only physical pain relieves burden.

Don't pretend you know me inside out. Liar.

2011-03-16T06:12:00.000-07:00
Another day gone.
And i'm still sian.
ARGH. can die de lor. Escaping reality seems good.
Hmmmm.

Math trail today was not bad. Super super epicly funny. Like deborah went OMG you guys have calculators. EPIC MAN. HAHAS. We were laughing our head off:D so that's one good thing.

It rained today. Beautifully. Is she mourning?

I don't know anymore. "I'm sick, and tired more than any thrall" huh.
Nobody cares anyway. Why should i? Should just RUIN IT. I DON'T WANNA CARE ALREADY.

Choir tomorrow. We're so gonna DIE. And tuition. Something to get my mind off. Hope choir would be fine tomorrow :X

Ya, I know. It's getting out of control already. What can I do? What should I do? If that is what you really want, what you really think, I will give it to you. I WILL.

Wish it didn't hurt. Wish it didn't happen. Wish I didn't exist.Wish wishes came true.

2011-03-15T07:04:00.000-07:00
Is this life? REALLY? Doing nothing but mundane routines.

But oh yes, it's life. IT'S UNFAIR. That's life.

Oh ya, it's screwed too.

STUPID. You should have known, you should have known. Hopes were too high huh.

WHY THE HELL AM I BOTHERING??

Betray nothing, nothing. Hide it all. Deny it all. If you unlock the defences easily, willingly, you'll get nothing but pain and tears.

2011-03-15T06:42:00.000-07:00
ARGH. So annoying! Asthetic camp was fun, but in the end it like deflated. AWW. Sadded man. Really sian TTM. I lost something again. Aren't I careless?!

And HOMEWORK is squashing me flat. Thanks teachers-.-

Math trail tomorrow. Ugh. Thursday going to do stuff at xt house:)

Feel the poison set in.

2011-03-03T23:45:00.000-08:00
Imma warrior princess.

I finished the darn common test. It's over.

But is the thing I loved and treasured, slipping away from my fingers?

Never mind. Life's full of meetings, partings, good times, bad times.

Smile. Pretend everything's fine. What else can I do?

One day, even the closest thing you have, will be gone.

2011-02-13T04:05:00.000-08:00
UGH. I feel horrible. I'm horrible! ARGH ARGH ARGH. THIS SUCKS HARDCORE.
Too add on, it Valentine's day tomorrow. Yeah. Im dreading it T.T

How can I move on?

2011-02-10T03:11:00.000-08:00
The tests have finally began to end soon. But common test will start soon. Oh, joy.
Great day, actually. But there's something that bacame more prominent. People change. Or maybe its the separation. I don't know. I don't wanna know either. The times we had together, weren't like that. At all. Maybe I changed.I miss those times where we all hyper together. What happened now? I'll keep my fingers crossed and hope that this is just me begin sensitive.
PLEASE.

Cry for the beautiful, shattered memories.

2011-02-07T00:40:00.000-08:00

CHINESE NEW YEAR OVER!!!!!!!!! Ok, it was pretty fun:D high like nuts. Pkayed lotsa chilidish games. And banluck. SUPER LUCKY!!! :DD
my toddler cousin is DEMANDING K.

But well, I HAD FUN!!!! :DD

And life goes back to normal, sucks hardcore.

UGH. All the tests. ARGH.

Turns out that I don't need you after all.

2011-01-31T05:37:00.001-08:00
LIfe goes on, dull and meaningless. Sec 1 Choir orientation camp's comming, so there's something to distract me:) Really tired nowadays. Hmmmmmm. Autumn concerto is just AMAZING. So beautiful. And guang xi is just HOT:DD I KNOW IM LAG BUT WHATEVER!!!!!!!!

If we could rewind the times, I would ask you if this was the outcome you wanted. But in the end, I don't think I'd want to hear your answer because you don't really bother, do you?

2011-01-21T01:36:00.000-08:00
OPPS left out my CIP. Well, there was only like hmmm 7 ppl. Xin ting went with me. :D YEAH. AHAHAHAHA. I thought that the old ppl were kinda sad, huh. We should always go and help them! :) then mr chan treated us to KOI. :DDDD All the guys took like ice cream tea. And i was singing all the way. Just the way you are by bruno mars. Its such an AWESOME SONG!!!! bet it pissed the them off. HAHAHAHA. I guess we were all kinda high. Though i made a total mistake. Which shall not be elaborated! and in the end, i had to chiong to tuition. Without lunch. Oh well.
It was kinda fun i guess:)

Secret sits in the middle and knows.

2011-01-20T23:17:00.000-08:00
Seems like forever since i've written, so please revive, blog:)
Hmmmm. Went to MBS and all, pretty cool de eh!!! I like the bath tubbb:) and the sky pool and the jacuzzi!

BUT. Back to the point. The SEC 3 CAMP TOTALLY ROCKS!!! DAMN FUN DE LOR! IN SHORT ISJUST FUN FUN ANF EXTRA FUN! THE HIGHT ROPES WERE EPIC. + the dinner where we made ms xiang do the chicken dance. And how we stayed up to watch phineas and ferb, and suite life on deck, all the while eating cup noodles. And how we sneaked into the guy's room to play, with room servive they ordered. Thinking up stupid dares, zhong ji mi ma, black magic, making a racket in the bus when everyone else is sleeping, lap-dancing, jiaoing ppl, laughing, sneaking out to play in the guy's room, dirty jokes, sharing all the junk food, getting high, having the time of our lives, whacking ppl( which was ultimately han xin, han xin and han xin),cheering retarded stuff, writing the NYAA booklets and enduring the debreifings... Camp Vigor's Bus 7, Groups 13 and 14:)

So now life's back to boring boring and boring, but i'm loving lit and elect history. LOVE THEM. And that we always eat pocky and sweets in class:)

Crying is the nosebleed of the heart.

!

2010-12-13T17:43:00.000-08:00
Went out with xt and et yesterday! Went to VIVO! It was so much fun:)We bought matching earrings! The zipper de at diva:) We're interconnected, haha. Then we bought carmel's present at action city! Shared, as again. Ate pastamania and the pizza got abused by us, ok, me. And xt was totally nuts over gong cha. Actually, its quite nice de leh! We drank passionfruit and honey milk tea. Xt didnt like the pasionfruit cos it was sour-.- so after that, we went to play at this playgroud thingie and we were obviously the oldest there. Like screaming hysterically on that see saw thing, EPIC XD And then, we went to bugis! and spammed neo print:D we were damn loud luh. Like quite high de. Damn happy to see them again. Finally:D BFFAS!:D

No star can shine with a broken heart.-Yvaine, Stardust.

2010-12-01T05:57:00.000-08:00
Fml. My life is just SCREWED. Correction. My life at home, is screwed. YEA.

Sometimes, the person who smiles and laughs the most, is hiding the hugest pain in their hearts.

Yes. Im dramatic. Whatever.

2010-11-18T05:11:00.000-08:00
Dear blog, i sincerely hope that you're still alive:) If not, please revive.
Ok, so ive been back from my trip to Perth. Shan't bother with the details- which would bore you and me. so we, went to:
1.Fremantle: Kinda old fashioned vintage fishing town. With a beach. And fish and chips.
2.Swan Valley: Perth's Valley of taste. Wine tastings, Cheese tastings, Nougat etc etc, you get the idea.
3.Sand Dunes: Loved to slide down the steep slopes of fine white grains of sand. And if you count the memorable time when our car sank into the soft sand and had to be toiled out by another car.
4.Pinnacles Desert: Rocks that rose out of sand, in different shapes and sizes. How it came about? Unknown.
5.Bridgetown: Just a stop from the journey, but with a vintage teahouse that was just absolutely beautiful.
6.Pemberton: LOng long long ride. With beautiful farmstays. And greedy but cute animals, with my sis screeching about the rabblt and guenia pig being scary-.-, cute little chicks and even a horse and calf. With a lavender farm that was breathtaking.
7.Magaret River: Another round of tastings. But voyager estate's probably one of the nicest grape farms i've ever seen.
8.Busselton: Just went to the beach. And collected beautiful seashells. And probably a hardly seen sight, seashells burrowing in the sand. Damn cute. And cool at the same time.
9.York: Just another stop for breakfast.Think vintage.
10. Hyden: Wave rock. And i've a broken piece:) FREAKING LONG 5 HOUR RIDE.
Other then that, shopping shopping and more shopping. Which has amazing clearance sales:D And King's park. Absolutely amazing. Which is nicer when twilight arrives.
And that, shall mark the end of my trip to Perth, 10 years later.

Its the bliss of losing yourself to your dreams, your hopes. Or just happy thoughts.

2010-10-22T04:26:00.000-07:00
Slack day, as usual. Got some chinese opera thing though. And its kinda cool. Just keep listening to songs, then jiao, listen songs, do some board game, play tap tap, get jiaoed, learn to tie hair, play tap tap, jiao. That's it. My last day of school is thankfully, but sadly, uneventful. But nvm. I believe in the chalet!
The trip to the health promotion board, is 201's last offical trip. What we were supposed to do, was kinda boring. What we were not supposed to do, well, was damn fun.Just keep spamming and spamming pics with my new camera.
So wheee. I'm off school for 1 week. Off to perth. Yeah. 5 days less with my class of 2 years. And next year we're separating. WOOTS.

We're a kind of class that doesn't know the word stop. We just know how to keep running forward. That's the kind of class we are. And all will end soon. Where's the justice?

2010-10-18T02:59:00.000-07:00
OK. This seriously sucks. Got back my freaking results today. Haish. Not bad luh... but can improve lor. I'll be fine cause of ca marks, yea!:)AND I GOT JIAOED BY MR LIAW. THANKS TO A CERTAIN PERSON NAMED XAVIER TAN JIA JUN. WHAT A FREAKING IDIOT. What stupid love letter he write what 李文怡 damn him la. Stupid lor. its me, teh mun yee 郑文怡la!!!! RAWR. I was blushing like nuts la. Stupid-.- but it was damn damn funny luh. But whatever. I'm still annoyed.
And just great, i have a freaking headache that lasted the entire day. And caught a fever when i was resting in the sick bay. 37.9 degrees c. HAish. Whatever. Gonna rest so gtg:(

If my friend is hurt, I might burn you to a crisp.-Natsu Dragneel

2010-10-16T22:29:00.000-07:00
Seriously read If you could see me now. It totally rocks. Look:
Ivan: When you drop a glass or a plate to the ground it makes a crashing sound. When a window shatters, a table leg breaks, or when a picture falls of the wall it makes a noise. But as for your heart, when it breaks, it is completely silent. You would think as it's so important it would make the loudest sound in the whole world, or even have some sort of ceremonious sound like the gong of a cymbal or the ringing of a bell. But it's silent and you almost wish there was a noise the distract you from the pain...
But that's the thing about love-no one is untouchable. It's as wild as that, as raw as an open flesh wound exposed to salty sea water, but when it actually breaks, it's silent. You're just screaming on the inside and no one can hear it.

Just reading it makes me melt. Aw.

East Coast Park, 15.10.10!

2010-10-16T21:20:00.000-07:00

He Zhao.

Wind messing up our hair-.-

Team 201 FTW!:)

See the sun?

The BFFAs.
WOW. It was seriously AMAZING fun yesterday. Got sunburnt though. I absolutely love the sea. The mysterious colour of the sea, the heat, the sun, the stupid wind that messed our hair the bikes and of course, the fun :D I was faster in riding the bike than hyperactive Zhi rui! Woots!!The guys cycled bout 30 km to changi airport siao uh. HAHAs. Me, xt, et and zr went to the coastline, and its like we started singing korea pop and dancing. Which killed my soles. And we sang katy perry etc etc. damn funny de. Tried to make them wet, but they had to go back to school ad all-.- Finally learnt how to make straws hearts.^^Trying to play volleyball was a complete diaster though, cause of the wind. I LOVE THE SEA!! I WANNA GO THERE AGAIN!
and oh, xt and my theory was RIGHT. Guys eat slow, walk slow. In conclusion, they are slow. They acted that we were complete starngers. Wth. But who cares? We had great fun ourselves:D

Life is just like the seaside.No matter how hard you imprint on the sand, someday, it'll be washed away by the waves.

2010-10-14T05:07:00.001-07:00
Went out with Xin ting and ee ting today!!!:D et woke up late, then end i waited for them until 11.22am -.- hahas but we had great fun!!! Went to rubi and new look and bugis. HAHAS. Damn funny cause at new look we were like trying on heels and all. Red heels are like so hot! XD It kinda hurts but i finally know why woman love heels! They just make you look good:D went to pizza hut and eat. ate all the same stuff:) the ppl there were damn friendly caused they smiled and all:) bought the same bangle and et and xt! the cobra one:) Then we went to eat mango and strawberry ice blend. Was kinda milky luh, but not bad on the overall!AND OMG OMG OMG!!. EE TING GOT HER EAR HOLES!!! Cause we wanted to buy a friendship necklace, then xt say got nothing to pei so we decided to buy earrings so we dragged et to causeway to pierce. We were even more enthu then her!!:D but it looked damn scary luh, like pist! and the earring was there. Xt was positively freaking out too. But YEA! finally et got her ear holes!
And now im kinda annoyed cause i cant find anyway to watch glee. Either locked by some srvey thingie, or need register. UGH. SO ANNOYING.

I locked my own heart in a suit of armour and cried, to make myself seem stronger-Erza Scarlet

2010-10-10T22:28:00.000-07:00
Jerk.
Moron.
Jerk.
ARGH.
I hate him. What's his problem????
Jerk.
ABOSLUTE JERK.

to be honest, i don't know who the hell i am now.

2010-10-01T02:17:00.001-07:00
And we USED TO be bffs? We wont even be able to be friends now... And i dont think i actually dislike that idea. I ACTUALLY LIKE IT.

Wow, she really thinks we're stupid does she? Please? You think yiying wouldn't actually tell the person whose name appear on the paper first? You really think she could actually remember everyone's grouping? Are you stupid?

You go on and on about ONE GUY betraying your trust because he didnt get you that one tiny present? And you hated him. Or actually, it wasn't hate? Who knows? So, how many people's trust are you betraying now? You say we pangseh you? Since when? Name a time. It's YOU who panseh us, ok? Let's see... How about the time we went to celebrate mun yee's birthday? I actually called you to tell you about it. You were all ok with it till the next morning. With a text and you said you arent going. If you dont call that pangseh, i have no idea what pangseh means to you at all.

And how did we pangseh you, if i may ask. Ooh yes, everytime you came around our seats and sat on MY seat, we actually told you to go away? I dont recall. So how exactly did we pangseh you?

But dont worry. THE THREE OF US are enjoying the last few months being in the same class until we split up TOGETHER.

Love me or hate me i promise it wont make or break me.
-Lil Wayne

UNIVERSAL STUDIOS!!

2010-09-21T04:39:00.000-07:00

Went to universal studios with a bunch of 201 YOG ppl! GREEAT GREAT TIME. TOTALLY ROCKED. Seriously, believe me.
First, me,xt,hing yi,huey yan and jia ning met at jurong east. ZI LIAN LIKE SIAO:D took pics every 3 mins, hahas. Reached vivo and went to "explore" cos the rest haven't reach. Go to national geographic. Got like this machine, from -10 to -13 degrees inside. And we could go in for 1 min for 1 buck. Guess what we did? Paid that freaking 1 buck and went to freeze ourselves off. WITH ONLY ONE JACKET IN THAT -10 over degrees machine. The guy who operated the machine was like "do you have health insurance?" and when xt's zipper got stuck he was like:" don;t worry, it only costs 200 dollars." WTF. Scare us. Talk about sacarsm! so when i got in, i like literally froze. its that cold de lor. The wind was messing with my hair. but was great experience hahas.Here's my point.

Then we got to universal studios. ZI lian before going in. busted 7 bucks on ex popcorn, but was great. And i can't believe we even zi lian in the toilet. HAHAS. LONG QUEUE IN MAN. Then we took a short cut;) Ran all around and took FOREVER just to get to the rides. Really went like nuts la. The jurassic park and da dragon rollercoaster we were like ARRRR-NNNNNEEEEEE!!!EPIC XD but was danm fun. and i got spurt by like SALIVA AND CHAMPAIGN AND GOD KNOWS WHAT ELSE IN THAT SHREK 4D. Oh, the best of all the revenge of the mummy ride. The whole ride got problem la... only at 10+ then can go play. But hor, there were some like cosplayers playing pharaoahs and some other god thing over there. THEY WERE FREAKING HOT!!! and cool!:D they loved to scare us lor like chase after us. DAMN HAO WAN. One memorable scene. Et and me were like standing and leaning on the dustbin. Then one mummy came and sat in front of us. Then the other mummuy came behind et. Then she didn't see. when she turn around, she scream, ducked and ran away. FUNNY LA! I was laughing my head off. XD The jurassic park thing we sat with a couple. Epic thing was, when we were supposed to pose, the only guy looked up. FUNNY:D
PICTURES HERE! see better than read:D
Love you guys so much.

Mid autumn fest, pics.

2010-09-18T22:46:00.000-07:00

Last mid autmn festival with TWOONE...
Sounds emo, WHATEVER.
Most with choir peeps cos performance and all, fun, but i'd love it more if im with friends...

Mid autumn fest!

2010-09-17T20:59:00.000-07:00
Mid autumn festival was great fun! keep pouring drinks:) and choir rocked. Went to eat lunch with Xin ting, ee ting and kwan yi at sumo house. That person went with sin yi. Like i even care. She can stay away all she wants. Then someone told me that she ask her when i was i coming back, then she tell me i was naturally slow. ASS. piss us off. She pissed xin ting off too. guess she doesn't get the ides of OBVIOUSNESS. Eat damn fast dunno why. HAHAS. and we go buy lollipop and eat haha. Wasn't with the class cause got performance. Sian. Zi lian with a lot of ppl:D.Tan Po yii came, waited for me for an hour then went to my school for 10 minutes. he told me that ppl kept staring at him, where got?? then javen was like po yii very cute-.- Pictures later! Oh, and btw, there's free entrance to universal studios of the auidence leaders! going on monday with friends:D would be fabulous. Ta-ta!

For all life itself is a dream, and dreams themselves are only dreams. -Pedro Calderon de la Barca

2010-09-16T08:08:00.000-07:00
Simply OBSESSED with 分手快乐 today. Guess it appiles to my situation now. WHATEVER. Damn tired. Tons of things to settle and guess what, i have to learn 2 freaking chinese songs and chinese file, bla bla bla. DAMN TIRED. Hate this freaking life. Just wither man, just do. I promise i'll go nuts with all this. I SWEAR.

分手快樂　祝妳快樂妳可以找到更好的. See if i CARE.

2010-09-15T18:06:00.000-07:00
heh. Seems like i really convinced xin ting bout giving up. Like FINAlLY. I finally realised i've been liking a jerk like for 6 months and now i feel like an idiot. I'll find someone a hundred times better than him, and will treasure me. :D In school com lab now did the survey. HAHAS. EVERYONE IS SLACKING!! Oh and some asses absolutely love to talk behind ppl's back. Damn WTF. You know who's also "finding a new group" like i care. She can be with them forever though:D I don't really mind. Mid autumn's tomorrow! Gonna have fun cos im in the same group as xt and et. She's in the other group. Woots. I wonder if joey and tpy are coming. Do really wish they would!:D

What a great discovery for me.

2010-09-15T00:27:00.000-07:00
Heh. Just finished the zhuan ke... and the teacher let us chop our stamps on a piece of paper as a memory. So cute, right? TWO ONE forever!:D

2010-09-13T03:08:00.001-07:00

damn tired. lots to study, like oral and chemistry and chinese. Late nights totally rocks. went out to cut hair and dinner wit da and er. more pics here, haha.

2010-09-05T02:34:00.000-07:00
jealous and annoyed and depressed. fateless, huh? forget it, it prudent to try to get closer to that person. it'll hurt even more. JUST FREAKING FORGET IT.

tired.

2010-09-03T04:29:00.000-07:00
HAHAS. My beautiful bd today, means i am ageing. happy bout my flooded facebook wall and presents, but i am still kinda sad. cos... haish. 3 baka+ a giraffe bought me a minnie mouse glass figurine, kinda cute i guess. et an xt: dream catcher!!:D thoughtful, haha. wei qi: sticky! made me gulity, my present is wayyy more sucky. zi wei: mark and spencer gummies:D good for a sweet tooth like me ba! got THRASHED in basketball interclass, but at least not that, badly, just like i dunno, 15, 30? what a depresseing game. anws,
happy birthday to me,
happy birhthday to me,
happy birthday to mee,
happy birthday to me!:D

hahas. so chilidish. but i can't help it. its me.

As i looked today, it became even, even more painfully obvious. Giving up is the only choice i have now.

TEACHER"S DAY CELEBRATION!!!!

2010-08-31T02:09:00.001-07:00
Teacher's day celebration today. Damn fun the mass walk, we were like zi lianing lots:D but WTF like the bunch of people go push me to take picture with Xavier Tan WTH! go die la! Went to celebrate with 6F friends and like WHAT???? they grew too much!!! or is i didnt grow??? Whatever la. BIG people. ate lunch and bye. HAHAS happy to catch up with them. like quite a lot of ppl went... HAPPY~ then the guys were obssessed bout ye wen 2 like watching it over and over the part where donnie yen fought the other shi fus... HAHAS. Tired. Piano exam tomorrow, so gtg. Practise like siao!!!! jia yous to me!

2 days to 14 years old!

Your smile is the rainbow in my sky.

2010-08-27T07:59:00.001-07:00
Kinda emo, happy day today. I dunno why, early in the morning, i was freaking cranky. Haish. Zhi rui go take my phone show to wai kin cos i was smsing ahem, like their business la WTH. piss me off. then pe oso very sian. but after pe can le. Then uneventful la. Just that my malay seriously sucked. and WTH tie ponytail must tie to plaits and need tuck in shirt pull up socks wth damn stupid de la she. so just like that lor. went to the piano studio today. Still can ba. I dun wanna fail!!! jia Yous!!! very tiring. have to organise 3 groups of outings>< haish. so yep, thats it.

It felt like i was giving you a piece of my heart.

2010-08-24T05:15:00.000-07:00
stupid com kept lagging WTH. Haish. But finally, today, markes the end of common test! woots~ can slack and rest for a bit, im exhausted. but must jia yous for my piano exam on 1 september! wish me luck ppl!!!!:D
went home with wei qian today. saw wei jian and louis and that freak wei jian jiao me la. idiot he. chatted with wei qian. amazing stuff.
Sorry for today's choir practice, i felt so bad:( sorry, sorry! Trying my best, k? please tell me if i can improve:( but i hope i didnt let you guys down.
uneventful day today ba. just very, very tired. everyone seems tired. damn it, i think im addicted to milo oreo. WTH. random, haha.

10 days to my birthday!!

The future is also an anticipation.

:D

2010-08-23T04:00:00.000-07:00
Happy today. Something nice happened to me. Xin ting is happy too, thanks to me! carmel pissed me off real bad in the morning. HAHAS. but it turned out fine i guess. math was ok. malay sucked. gonna flunk malay... haish. on last paper to go! jia yous to me!
my bd is comming soon!XD

Fragile; handle woth care.

2010-08-22T04:38:00.000-07:00
:D went to et's house to do work today. fighting with xin ting. stupid la she. then et very can cos we two keep bugging her:D wacthed YOG table tennis. the romania girl was damn weird de. vain! singapore won! woots~ happy happy! slept at 3 yesterday. but not sleepy. weird? went to play at the paino exam room today... i hate the damn piano-.- got the twang sound de! haish.sad life. gtg, mug for 2mrw's math test! really wanna do well! 3 more tests to go! jia yous!

Emo is second nature, because of you.